But Clouds Got in My Way

My wonderful pastor (who almost has as good a taste in music as I do...almost ) brilliantly referred to Joni Mitchell's "Both Sides Now" during his sermon on Sunday, and I have been haunted by it ever since. This has to be one of the top five most beautiful songs ever written. It also has to be one of the top five most heart-wrenching songs ever written as well. My heart literally swells up everytime I think about it and it takes a ginormous amount of effort for me to not transform into a complete blubbering mess of tears. Oh, how I loves me some Joni.



Rows and floes of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
Ive looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions I recall
I really don't know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's loves illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say I love you right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way

But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I've changed
Well something's lost, but something's gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all

I've looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all